- Jamie Teather I don't see why it is such a leap to assign emotional energy units to it. And acknowledge it for what it is. Dimensions.
- Jamie Teather Its like when people pretended there was no air, because we couldn't see it. You can see the results. Indirect observations are still observations.
- Jamie Teather The one on the right. The one on the left is pretty cool. But are they spitting images or what?
- Jamie Teather Dennis was a great CO. He was always sneaking up on me. He understands emotional dimensions. I wish he would talk to his retarded party boy unit model.
- Jamie Teather This is a common overachiever institutional smart guy model. But they run on autistic subordinate power. Something Dennis has in short supply. Since they all show markers of PTSD from birth, so are getting weeded out of the CF by binary nazi doctors and commanders.
- Jamie Teather Nazi's come in base models too. Look at the old footage. You will see lots of these guys. He was a reluctant autistic adapter on PPF. But he drifted back to being a Nazi after a while. It is his base programming.
- Jamie Teather Orders obsessed. it is a usual giveaway. He can be a fine officer. But everyone sucks his dick or is afraid of him. Really, you just have too... No secrets. But all binaries have a weakness. So you can sort of destroy them anytime you want. I just don't do it. And I am not going to tell you how. Its a secret.
- Jamie Teather My commanders always thought they were giving me assessments. Ha. I was assessing them
- Jamie Teather Actually Pete is an awesome guy. Just put into a role to FIGHT what he needs to nurture. It happens. He will be fine in the long run. I likely am kicking him longer than needed. I Have noted. No PSTD suicides yet... They are learning. Last year at this time we were in a cluster of 4. So, good work,
- Jamie Teather I do pay attention to the metrics. And Vets bitch no matter what. So, I am still being mean. But I think he is actually doing his job. Awesome. But I am still applying pressure until I am sure. But I am secretly smiling while I do it. He has a ace up his sleave on the team.
- Jamie Teather Jamie and Tim were both on Petes PPF course. 11 finished. Its not like we don't know each other. We just can't talk since I went off the res. But someone had to do it. My life was in ruin anyhow. So, what the fuck. It was me.
- Jamie Teather PTSD actually isn't Pete's job anyhow. Although his is overall responsibile. Before I attacked him. I attack the Brigade Sergeant Major. It is his direct job to see to the welfare (as in wellbeing) of the product. In the army, the product is soldiers t...See More
- Jamie Teather What the fuck am I going to do with it? I will get it back when I ask for it back. He can still use it. What? Am I going to go fucking fishing in it?
- Jamie Teather I am a security contractor at this point. 1, I don't need an assault vest. For what? Fashion?
- Jamie Teather 2. Its in Canadian Army pattern. I was not a combatant. So why would a wear a uniform of one of the combatants? My job is that of a mall cop. The mall was just in a very bad part of town. And I tended to work in the Photo booth way out there, sort of with not much of anyone else around. But it was still mall cop.
- Jamie Teather 3. Tim will give me my vest anytime I want. He wanted me to move into his basement when I was home last year at Christmas. I don't contact him until he is out, or I am more mainstream so I don't produce a conflict of interest. There are rules about that sort of stuff.
- Jamie Teather I put my friends who I like to kick in a very very very difficult spot when I stood up and started smashing around. They can't help. CAN'T. Thats the thing people don't understand. It is why I yell at the population so much. These guys have to follow the rules. If you make stupid rules, they have to follow them.
- Jamie Teather Its like being a sub in a bondage thing. Military service is SERVICE. I am a civi, so I can do just about anything as long as I am not getting paid by anyone.
- Jamie Teather I use things like putting shit on the CDS's head to keep them from helping me. The system has to work on its own. If I get "Buddy aid" from the CoC, then I am just cheating. Because Private bloggins doesn't have access to that. So, I use my reputation like a club. And I walk the walk like I have nobody and nothing.
- Jamie Teather The idea is that the machine watches. And learns. But we can't collaborate. I talk they listen. And I have to intuit what is going on behind the magic curtain by what comes out in the open press.
- Jamie Teather I also chop people off my facebook who I think I might damage or cause suicide in. Emotional sitmulus should have a license. And what it might take to get someones attention because they are a hammer head, might put someone else off the edge, so it is a constant balance and worry.
- Jamie Teather Stuff the audience doesn't think about. I also have to hold views that are not my own often, because they support another CoA that warrants the bad CoA in the short term.
- Jamie Teather We have oh so much to talk about when this is over. Holy fuck. I have likely taken years off my life with my anxiety load. But, It is starting to receed. And I think Pete actually does have a grip on it...
- Jamie Teather He lost a brother in the S'tan. Its why people won't actually challenge him on anything. That is a weakness in the people around him. Not the man himself. But, all I really have is a hammer. So I used it.
- Jamie Teather Do that to a brother and then try to sleep. But, thats the job. And if it worked. It saved lives. And commanders wear big boy pants.
- Jamie Teather Now you know more about command than you ever did. And it should give you some shit to process.
- Jamie Teather Remember that my ultimate loyalty as a commander is to my Muj warriors. And I am moving on to that. Based of results in this arena.
